Not another drama queen

Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Living and Breathing Underwater

Currently channeling my emotions through Photoshop. (this was made with 21 layers). I find myself unable to express myself via words so photographs and layers are kinda like words and phrases. I hate using words (except for my name in the corner). to me they limit the perception of the viewer. since my skills of communication are rather limited, a mess of photos describe my obsessions, my guilt, my fear, my depression and my life. i don't need people to see them or even read this. my piece is a journal, a vessel to pour everything into. this might not be perfect or even beautiful. but i don't care.

Tuesday, 9 August 2011

Nightmare

I realized that i haven't went on my blog these months. I tell you, busy months.
there were exams, then holidays. I went to my friend's house to play Xbox for the first day. It was nice. Then I spent the rest of my holiday and continuing days staying at home and staring into the screen of my notebook. I wanted to go swimming with my mates but one didn't have a bikini, another didn't want to actually go. Boo for them. I went to my aunt's holiday penthouse for several days. It was boring. There wasn't wifi. Nor my notebook. We had a barbecue, it was damn hot and a bloody relative (sad to admit that fact) didn't wanna turn on the air-con. Eff off bitch. Enough of my whining. Time for pics. Or one, actually.

Actually i made this collage of pictures with Photoshop. It's sad and a waste to save so many pictures and not use them.

Mood: Pissed, actually

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Friday, 22 April 2011

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A little ad here:
To all the manga lovers and aspiring editors/translators here, please (I am begging you), join this scanlations group http://sweetscans.webs.com/ they are currently translating this manga project that I would like to read when finished. I hate reading unfinished manga and the cover of this manga looks so hot. Please join :)

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

ASOS FASHION HUNTER COMPETITION

I don't know whether this is a prank or whatever but can you see my name? I was a winner but I didn't receive any emails at all. Maybe I sent my wrong email address. Sob. But at least I was lucky enough to be picked at all. :)

BIRTHDAY GIRL

It's my birthday today :)))
Big smiles on my face
Thanks to everybody who got me birthday cakes (esp Teresa and Eunice and Meko for the subway cookies :))))) the cookies were great and my sis and the 'rents ate them all up. I love you guys loads x)
First person to wish me happy birthday was Rute at 11:58. Not officially my birthday but she's the champion of all wishes.
This morning at exactly 12 AM Teresa posted on FB this big load of shit that brought a tired but first smile of the day. Thanks dude.
Then I went to sleep. At one in the morning. Because of the tea I drank. To keep me awake for studying the Chinese test the next day.
Then in the morning my mom went to McDonald's at 6 to get me my breakfast but it wasn't open so I had to wait til 7 but altogether I felt spoiled. Great feeling, I tell you.
Then came the uneventful morning in school which I forgot that it was my birthday. Eunice reminded me of the big day when she told me to say lunch at school to eat marble cake/cake #1. Hehehe
Then after four i had black forest cake/cake #2. Both of my cakes had loads of candles and songs :)
But #1 was especially rushed. Thanks for the thought though.
Thanks my aunt bel for giving me this great jade mouse pendant (too small to be taken with a normal camera)
The cakes and cookies were great and I hope that everybody enjoyed my cakes if not my awesome day.
Now for the corny lines: (all birthday speeches are not birthday speeches without corny lines)
Words cannot describe how happy I feel and I couldn't keep the smiles off my face.
Thanks again to all the people who shared my 15th birthday and helped me make it one of the best days of my life